Home alone...

Yesterday was a day that God showed His grace for me. We woke up early as usual. I pumped, Rachael drank. Everything was fine till about 10plus in the morning. I fell asleep together with her and woke up at 10plus! I was supposed to pump at 9plus for Rachael's next feed at 10plus. So I missed one pumping session! 

The next shock was, mum said that she's going out to settle some stuff. What?! So I'm all alone to take care of Rachael! I have to settle my pumping and heat up her milk and feed her. God's grace came because Rachael slept an exceptionally long time. Instead of waking up at 10plus for milk, she only woke up at 11plus after I finished pumping. Phew! Just nice to settle everything in time. 

I wonder how time past, but it just flew past like that. I had no time to do any other thing. I just took care of her, let her sleep and then it was time to pump again at 1plus and for her to drink again at 2plus. As I didn't had lunch, the milk output was really low. I was pumping with an empty stomach. 

After that, I fed her and when she's almost done, my financial advisor reached. Thank God! All in time! 

By the time mum came back with my lunch and my financial advisor left, I could only have lunch at 4plus. 

God's grace is sufficient for me. But I really hope that I won't be left at home alone again. It's so stressful. 

Thank God that Rachael has such a sweet face... If not...